Chasing after God
Everything I do now is a full on desire to please God. I have found in my life that a lot of my desires were rooted in being better than or trying to prove others wrong. Not only is that settled in bitterness but it’s draining and breeds fewer results. The only person you should be competing with is who you were yesterday. God has given us all of the tools to remain steadfast and have the courage to grow something that illuminates His goodness.
Seeking His kingdom above all else is the opportunity to prioritize God whilst seeing how he undoubtedly prioritizes you. Matthew 6:33 places an emphasis on living by His word and using your gifts to impact Gods agenda. Trusting that He will provide no matter the circumstance you’re facing. If you’re pleasing man, you’re not serving God. If you are committed to others before seeking Gods righteousness you have already given the power to someone not suited to lead you.
Facing life head on is being aware that it will not always be how you want. Truth is, it only feels that way because you haven’t submitted to Gods will. There is a way your desires can align with His once you decide to surrender and let Him do a new work in you. Commit your actions to God, and your plans shall succeed.
I Want to be Successful
Riddled with what God is doing. I am waiting in the right posture. Am I hearing the right things and submitting in the right way? Life can no longer be a half effort to go for the things I want. This chapter is a chapter of preparation. Sitting in the waiting room, making sure I have searched my heart for the true faith I speak about. It has been difficult to believe in the unseen, but God if you’re reading this… I am still hoping for a miracle. I want you to be proud of me. Desiring to use the talents you’ve given me to guide your people; I am running after you God.
Many times, the question that roams aimlessly is “am I enough”? Don’t give up on me Father. You remain a constant in my life, but now I desire to see your hand in my life. Like never before I ask that you show your power and mercy to me in the mighty name of Jesus. You are my source, and I am seeking you. It’s time to work on the intimate moments, where I work on the strength of our relationship. I am grateful to you, and your belief in me. It is time I sit to embrace your word, and your direction so I can walk the path you’ve destined. Lead me and empower me to breed confidence in others.
Lord are you willing?
It’s time for me to relinquish control and understand that I am good enough right here. Right now. All parts of me are beautiful and show relevance to others journey and dysfunction in their life. God, open my eyes. Allowing my true authentic self to shine the light you’ve created me to be. God today, I am committing this blog to you and my podcast. I pray you pour out your power and love on my endeavors and lead me to your promise. Allow all things that I create to bring more to your kingdom. Allow those who understand my position to desire you and establish an intimate relationship with you.
This is my season of promotion. Indeed, this is a Proverbs 16:3 revelation! “Commit to the Lord whatever you do and He will establish your plans.” God find my heart, provide wisdom and discernment to my ideas. Lead me. Father God, I pray you establish Nina’s Virtue and The Virtuous Journal. Please fulfill your purpose in me, I do not want to show up to your gates full. Full of all you’ve placed inside me to leave here on Earth! Lord, I commit these things unto you trusting that you will make a way out of no way. Provide this blog as an accessible tool to those who need reference and light. An opportunity to believe it does get better. Let your will be done!
